Perpetual reminder to myself: good sex is possible

do not be afraid.   you've been swimming before.
your body knows what to do.
relax.   float.
[your body knows.|your body knows] the motions that will keep you safe.

this place is vast.  but it is not too much.  you won't drown.

[you've just been born. how do you feel?|you've just been born.   how do you feel?]

               dizzy.   free of pain.

               buoyant all around.   naked.   clean.

               awake.  healthy.  honest.  beautiful from any angle.   so clean.

you can think about [your body as a whole joy].   or, you can think about [the warmth of water].   it's the same thing.

you can let it happen.   you can even close your eyes.